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three month curse?
...written on 2003-02-19, @ 12:56 a.m.
i might not have ADD. but i will admit i have a short attention span.
somehow, a guy can never hold my interest for longer than three months. must be the three month curse i've heard so much about. seems like when i'm in a relationship, that's when things start to turn, and the doubts come into view.
yeah, i'm just a girl with a wandering eye. i can't help it. i suppose its human nature. and then thats when the trouble starts. so i'm trying to keep my train on track here. hopefully - nothing will come along to derail it this time?
i've gone nine months quite smoothly. where the fuck am i going with this ? i don't know. but then again, i'm a natural flirt, and i've ALWAYS got my eye on some boy. fark. fark fark fark fark.
i'm fucking 21. i should have my shit together. getting the Royal Tenenbaums DVD for Valentine's day was an unexpected gift. Watching it alone after 4 days of NOT being alone was even more uhm . . . strange in a way?
so in a Margot Tenenbaum moment, i went out today with my khol rimmed eyes and cigarettes in tow. yeah, it would be cool if i were a child genius who wrote a play at the age of 11 or younger. unfortunately i'm not. but anyway, ce'st la vie!
i'm feeling. weird. i don't know why. i've been having strange dreams lately. no - the dream boy didn't show up. he hasn't been showing up for a while now.