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OD/addiction?
...written on 2003-05-28, @ 12:24 a.m.
You are far,
When I could have been your star,
You listened to people,
Who scared you to death, and from my heart,
Strange that you were strong enough,
To even make a start,
But you'll never find
Peace of mind,
Til you listen to your heart . . .
- George Michael's "Kissing a Fool"
For my 22nd birthday, I recieved a little black kitten from Crushboy. His real name is Jiji, but I don't think I want to call him that . . . .
no silly! I didn't get a REAL cat!
*blush*
Okay, so I'll admit i'm not one that's up for the traditional flowers and stuffed animals . . . but you know . . . its when you don't ask and they do it anyway . . . its when you just have to say "Awwwww!"
(ergf. alright - so I AM a girl about stuff. just stubborn about admitting it.)
And sometimes, when you are in the moment and living it - its like you are going at warp speed. And only when you have time to catch your breath, and its usually in the wee small hours of the morning - you just think back on the conversations and events . . . and smile.
I think i'm going through Crushboy withdrawal syndrome. And not even the Jivara Valhrona chocolates can help.
On the other hand . . . I'm glad this time around - I'm taking it veeeerrrrrryyyyy sloooooowwwwly. Yeah, I uhm . . . errr . . . eh . . . guess I can admit it. So I guess I'm just kinda sorta missing him . . . and uhm, er . . . stuff.
Yeah. Its kinda like that.