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...written on 2003-07-25, @ 5:07 a.m.
You know you like a boy when . . . .
you tell him those old old secrets you keep hidden away . . .
Its nice to hear a boy say that you don't call often enough. . . . er, well, call him once in a while would be good too.
Okay, so I'm pretty bad about that . . . but I didn't earn the nickname "ice princess" for nothing. Only recently - more like - only two summers ago did Kaew and Pips see me throw jealous hissy fits over a boy.
I think it surprised Kaew most of all since she'd never seen me worked up over a boy. "WOW! You really ARE a girl afterall!!"
I used to keep a lot of secrets, to play those stupid mind games, to see if I could wield power over certain boys if I felt like it . . . .and I'll admit it - it felt damn good to break a guy to bits and pieces. I'm not going to deny that at all. But - that was a long time ago . . . and I was a very different person back then.
Well, let me see - he's not an alcoholic, workaholic, drug-addict, peeping tom, pervert or psychopathic serial killer. . . . well, unless he's a very good actor - the only thing he seems to be addicted to is FOOD!
And *that* is a very good thing. (Then again, maybe it's cuz' he didn't grow up in a sea of waifs who had skin on their bones - literally.)
So yeah, I'm a geek alright. Instead of calling - I text message him on his cell phone every now and then. (When I feel like it . . . *cough* miss him *cough* )
and instead of talking on the phone (for 6 hours at a time) - and since we're both online anyway, we do our own thing - and intermittently chat . . .
and life is good in Jackie-land.
(but I'll try to call him a little more I guess . . . ^_^ )