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tuna fish
...written on 2003-10-13, @ 10:08 p.m.
I feel like a horrible girlfriend. And at times like these, I tend to run away from my problems instead of confronting them. . . . Great Wall of China . . . took a long time to build, well it hasn't been torn down yet now has it?
I guess, it's more like I just end up not wanting to work at anything, or even letting people in - so in the end, I run away before I know what's the result of things.
and sometimes i really wonder . . . why people still stay around . . . dips in self esteem will make me say "i'm probably not worthy of their time and effort" . . . and the egocentric side of me would say "cuz' i'm just a damn good thing" - but i really don't have an answer for all that. well, one that is good enough to convince myself that i'm going to be okay.
in the words of Anissa - I'm feeling like a little fucked up tuna. Fucked up in so many different ways