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her name was Paula . . .
...written on 2004-10-12, @ 9:51 p.m.
There’s a something about this girl . . . she smells like honeysuckle, and tastes like cloves – like a sweet sugary fantasy.
She said to me – “Its one of my favorite movies this year, you know the part – where she talks about the ant? And I know what she means, I don’t want to be an ant.”
When I first met her, Abhi was telling me that he had this enormous crush on her – well, I can see why – she’s beautiful, Argentinian, blonde – has a slight accent, it’s not quite Southern, not quite British – not quite Spanish either. But she speaks beautiful Spanish . . .
What can I say? I was infatuated by this girl, and she’s got a mouth that looks like Cupid’s bow. To the tee.
So, when she asked me to pose nude for her drawings – I immediately said yes. And it’s like in the few short minutes, whether it be fifteen or half an hour, it’s like I’m alive – and I’m being immortalized onto paper by her pencils and lines.
And it’s this un-describable feeling, that’s incomparable to anything I’ve ever felt.
But when, we kissed – it was as if the whole world stopped, and existed only for us. (I think I’m paraphrasing from Serendipity – but I think it’s exactly how it felt.)
I could hear the comments from the people around us, but it’s like I didn’t care. . . and she didn’t seem to either.
She’s got a lithe dancer’s body, and I’m still amazed at how this beautifully gorgeous girl would feel intimidated by me?
She said to me, “well I’ve seen your body naked, and frankly I’m quite intimidated.” Wow.
It’s also what she says when we break away from kissing, “wow.” Or my favorite is “Thank you Jesus!”
And it’s nothing like I’ve ever had before.
Because, I know it’s going to end sooner or later, it’s inevitable. I just don’t want to think about it right now.