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swimmingly swell . . .
...written on 2005-05-02, @ 10:55 p.m.
Wow. Its been a while since I've actually felt the butterflies.
You know? Somehow, I think you should always use your gut as a guideline, it usually tells you some pretty good information.
Yeah, like mine? It tells me when I'm hungry, and when it flip flops, I know it's going to be a good guy.
The only problem is - sometimes I'm stubborn and I don't listen to it when it's telling me DANGER! DANGER JACKIE!?!?
Yeah. So, my weekend went completely sublime. He came down Friday after work, and we went to dinner with his cousin, I took him to my 'special place' (NO! It's an actual place! get your mind out of the gutter!) - and then we went to Sullivan's with Yoyo for some drinks.
We stayed up talking about everything and nothing at all, and eventhough I had to wake up at 7 the next morning I couldn't help but smile at all my customers thinking about him still asleep in my bed.
He came by to bring me lunch (awwww - I know, great guy huh?) and told me he got crap from his cousin and their friends for it too *tee hee* - I got home and he bought me pepper spray at Miller's (probably from all the stories and warnings I told him before going to Lotus that night)
So, yeah - AS and him had the same opinion about my apprehensiveness on going to Lotus. I'm sure it wasn't very considerate on my part, but I also think that I shouldn't let other people be capable of controlling where I should go and where I shouldn't - and with whom I chose to.
After going to Brooklyn for some gelato and Urban for his shirt and my dress (40% off baby!! Whoo!) - we headed over to Lotus just in time for dinner. Of course, we ran into everybody and their mothers - but you know, he hit my question right on the head when I brought up the subject of "so what are we?"
not only that - he had a pretty good answer for it too. giving me freedom yet, also giving me something to think about.
I like this boy, he makes me laugh. And he knows exactly what's on my mind. Most of the time.
Post-Lotus, we went to the Keys with his cousin in tow and I proceeded to get tipsy. *tee hee*
I got a call from AS and we headed over to some house party, BUT she failed to warn me who was going to be there. Aiya.
We left as soon as we got there, and headed over to the Grill - I felt pretty bad keeping both of them out so late, but I was glad to hear they had a good time. (I think they said that to be polite though . . . *shakes finger at self* )
Yep, stayed up until the sun came out and we passed out.
I like this boy. He's pretty damn patient and understanding when I say to him I need my space and I have commitment issues.
I hate having emotional baggage, but it's only human you know? Each previous relationship, I've learned something more and I hope I've grown from them.
This one is no different, except, it's just begun. who knows where this will lead to - I guess we'll just have to see!