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Pretty baby . . .
...written on 2005-06-25, @ 11:48 a.m.
This boy has the prettiest eyes out of all the boys I've ever dated. . . and I've dated a lot of boys, but I can never seem to look at them straight in the eyes without having them see the truth behind them.
I somewhat halfway spent the night - unfortunately my co-worker wasn't feeling so well, so I bolted. Again.
The reality is, this is somewhat secret- not-so-secret sex. Why is it somewhat not-so- secret sex?
Because his friends probably know what's up. The one thing I DO know about boys is that they TALK. A LOT. Another thing is that this boy speaks three languages already, that's a lot of given moments to say anything in front of anybody and not have other people know you know?
That and the fact that I was skinny dipping and making out with him too.
Why is it somewhat secret sex?
Cuz' the boy I was skinny dipping with last summer introduced me to him. I'm pretty sure he doesn't know I've been hanging out with his friend.
I sometimes wonder, why I don't have emotional attachments when I initially sleep with people. I think it's only later when I get to know them, their real personalities - only then can I find them attractive and worthy.
On the other hand, I haven't met a man yet that was willing to wait in order to NOT jump me. (Wait, I take that back, there's one so far - but we're better off as friends. Maybe that's part of the reason why I Thought I was in love with him.)
Maybe it's a test? I don't really know.
All I know is that this boy has pretty eyes.