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  • syndrome conundrum . . .
    ...written on 2005-07-18, @ 2:10 p.m.

    I've changed my mind again,
    turned around again -
    I've been so moody lately, and now I see that when I look all around me,
    I'm so blessed.

    My mother commented that I seem to be enjoying my single life and if I could ever give that up.

    KB called me last night and found out I fucked her boss. She also asked me if I had ever had a serious monogamous relationship.

    I admitted to never being faithful to one person. Man or woman.

    CS also asked me if D were to want a serious monogamous relationship for TWO years, if I would be able to do it.

    Honestly? No.
    I have yet to find a man that can keep me from having wandering eyes. I don't think that person exists. Nor am I willing to wait to find out if they really do.

    My mother kind of had Cinderella syndrome, and I think I still do - secretly deep down inside, on the other hand I want to seem strong and secure and independent so that I will never have to wait around for that "Prince Charming" to come along.

    Besides, I'm too old to believe in fairy tales anyway

    I still DO have Jessica Rabbit syndrome though. I fall easily for a boy that can make me laugh.

    just you & me